Lost and Found

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Stories abound of characters in very difficult circumstances who say: “I’m lost!” Such an exclamation conveys intense pain, confusion, or hopelessness, deriving its power from the feelings of a person who is literally lost, and is in the fearful situation of having little or no control over his or her safe arrival home. While some people enjoy challenges of being in unfamiliar surroundings where they have to find their physical directions to safety or their metaphorical directions through to a solution, most of us become quite uncomfortable even thinking about really being lost.

The hymn “Amazing Grace” contains the line, “I once was lost but now I’m found.” We can identify with the words, because we are so used to both the literal meaning and many other resonances with “lost” that we carry within us. Though none of us would get ourselves lost so that we could be found, most of us have had experiences where we felt lost, and were greatly relieved when we found our way through the difficulty or were helped to safety or recovery. Being found, in any context where “lost” is the opposite, is most certainly positive.

It would seem only logical to think that we would have to be lost before we could be found. And that is true when we are conscious of our situation of having no way out of a present difficulty. But from another perspective, we are sometimes not aware of our need before we are found. Through the use of reflection, we are liable to discover examples of being found when we did not realize that we were lost, or even before we lost our way. We might have been going down what we now recognize as a dead end from which a return would not have been in our power, and also recall a gracious movement within, or an unexpected intervention from without, that nudged us in a helpful direction. Only after looking back do we see what happened. We were lost, and were found, which can elicit honest, joyful gratitude.

We might look back on some misadventures that came very close to becoming disasters, and now see, with the clarity of reflection, that we were “found” before we became very dangerously lost. Rather than frightening ourselves by recalling such times, these can become very real opportunities for realizing how closely and lovingly God has been with us at all times, while always respecting our freedom to choose our own way. We can appreciate such gifts and graces when we reflect on those situations where we decided to make our own routes through the tangle of life’s challenges and become confused as to our purpose; and were then offered a principled path we could take, leading to a meaningful life.

Cell phones and GPS applications offer us protection from getting lost as to locations. But by far the more painful situations of becoming lost are when we do not know how to make our way through a ruptured relationship, a grievous loss or an imminent decision that will surely affect our lives. But God is present, more reliably than satellites above and battery-dependent devices in our pockets. For matters of the heart, we do well to trust God, and to communicate with honesty and sincerity that we are lost.

And then we are found.

Father Randy Roche, SJ, Director of the Center for Ignatian Spirituality, has an M.A. in Theology from Santa Clara University, and an M.S. in Counseling from San Diego State. He has served as LMU Director of Campus Ministry, Rector of the Jesuit Community at Jesuit High School in Sacramento, Director of Studies and Spiritual Director at the Jesuit Novitiate, and as Pastor, Superior, and Director of Diocesan Campus Ministry at the Newman Center in Honolulu.         

Throughout his years of ministry, he has continuously deepened his own experience of the Ignatian Spiritual Exercises, while also acting as a guide in the Exercises for lay people and religious. Not surprisingly, his specialty is Ignatian spirituality as a tool for discernment in decision-making.

3 Responses to “Lost and Found”

  1. William Stolzman

    A major problem about being lost is that we often are in a state of denial that there is anything wrong. Being “lost” is associated with the story of the Good Shepherd, where the lamb has wondered away from the flock and the shepherd had to go out and find it. How do similar things happen in life? A caring parent, spouse or close friend can recognize that I am going in the wrong direction, and that individual will intervene as I am going down the slippery-slope. A caring coach, priest, doctor, judge, or professional can recognize when the trouble I am in is worse that I want to admit. Sometimes an individual needs to be locked up in a prison or in a psychiatric hospital for their own good. Or more gently, the Spirit within can give me signals and insights that I am going the wrong way. The Spirit can mentally show a way to get back on track. Reading a book or watching some else dealing with the same problem can trigger and insight into my condition and prompt me to do something about it.

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  2. Nina Gaspich

    Such a timely post in light of the tragic death of Robin Williams! May this “lost soul” finally be finding the peace that talent, money and fame couldn’t provide!

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  3. Mary McKeon

    What a helpful and meaningful reflection for thought ~and for prayer !
    Thank you for sharing.
    Mary

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